Friday, November 21, 2008

leave me alone...

...i just want to lay here in my room and let myself cry
i apologize if i've disappointed you
i got lost in my darkness and the light hurts my eyes


i'm over it.
without a clear grasp on what it is.
perhaps all of "it".

blah.

i'm going to sleep.
i don't have the energy to hope tomorrow is better.
i hope only for sleep.
sweet, isolated, idle, dark sleep.

i feel tired all the time, yeah, this weight is exhausting
i cannot please everyone, least of all me
have no more to give you, it's all ready been stolen
tell me, what's left for me, a melancholy melody


-esthero
"melancholy melody"

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